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Wanderings #1: Market by the Seaside

Sunday, October 30, 2016

Last weekend my mom and I decided to head over to the port, where there's a market held every Sunday of the month. We woke up and, after having breakfast, we decided that the weather was so damn good for an October day that we had to go outside.

Even though I love autumnal weather and foggy, cold mornings, the sky was too blue to stay indoors, and there was a certain cheeriness in the air that put a spring to our footsteps and a smile on our lips.

This market is placed in Malaga's port, as near to the sea as you can get, and let me tell you, it is lovely. With the sea to our right, the shops to our left, and the mountains looming at our back, the spot couldn't be more charming.

Life Lately

Thursday, July 14, 2016

The months of May, June, and July have been a whirlwind. And not in the enjoyable sense of the word, unfortunately. 

Well, maybe not the whole time. 

I have been super busy with school work to come here and rant about life, but as things seem to be a little bit more tranquil now I've decided that I want to come back to this blog as much as possible. Because I love writing, it's my escape. And even though I don't have the greatest photography skills or the best camera, I love taking snapshots of the daily things that make me happy, and I want to share that with whoever is willing to listen, or more like, read what I have to say. 

The most exciting thing that has happened in these couple of months is that my wonderful sister gifted me with a trip to Münich. Knowing how much I love traveling, and knowing how much I love Europe (seriously, is a burning, hot-flaring love that I profess to this ass-old continent) I know I'm going to enjoy every single second of this trip. If I like Münich, maybe I'll tie myself to some rock and never come back (to quote Cristina, who's going on a road-trip to west EEUU in September and said the same thing to me. The need we both feel for escaping this tiny comfortable city is incredible).  



I've already read the whole travel guide you can see in the photograph, and I'm so excited about visiting all of those places, about seeing both the Neuschwanstein and Linderhof Castles (me?! In a castle?! Call the police, I'm going to scream from the excitement as soon as I step foot on the place, and I'm not going to stop for days on end), and about drinking bavarian beer in bavarian Bierhauses. I'm so excited I'm going to claw out of my own skin. Gross, I know, but not far from the truth. 

I'm planning on taking my bullet journal and daily journal with me, to fill them with my thoughts and impressions on the city. As soon as I come home, I'll make an entire recap of our travel, with photographs and tickets and all of those bits of paraphernalia that only have sentimental value and that will probably fade with time, but that will help my memory not to fade at all. 

I love having things to look forward to. This academic year hasn't seen my best performance, and I have to retake some subjects' exams in September. But I don't mind having a bit of a rough summer while everyone else is enjoying themselves if I have something to look forward to. It may seem like I'm not living the present moment and all of that cheap existential shit, but when your summer days (especially if you don't like summer *gasp* as it is when you don't have any obligations and can spend your whole time lying on the couch) are filled with studying, being excited for things such as the following ones, make spending hours with your thighs plastered to a plastic chair seem a bit less dire. 
  • A trip to Münich or 
  • a visit to a brand new Harry Potter themed pub (there'll be a post as soon as we actually go! but CAN YOU BELIEVE IT, A HARRY POTTER THEMED PUB. IN MY CITY. *screech*) or 
  • a new novel writing course that I'm going to take up in September, as frightening as it is
  • or for going to the cinema to watch those movies I've been waiting to watch (damn it, Finding Dory and Independence Day were so good) and waiting for August to bring the new Star Trek movie to the theatres (*excited whale sounds*) or even for
  • a walk with your dog in which you are alone with Taylor Swift songs blasting through your earphones and not allowing yourself to listen to your own self-deprecating thoughts or
  • for cloudy days that may end up in rain or for
  • afternoons spent with your best friend in your favourite tea shop talking about anything and everything important in life and eating way too many crepes. 


I thrive for those moments. They make my life a little bit happier, and they make me realize that all the bad things shall end one day, but until that day comes, I'm going to enjoy every single bit of good that comes my way, and I'm going to make as much good as possible for the people I love, and the people around me, because they always make me happy just by existing. 


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The University Series #2: Study with Lecturio!

Monday, May 02, 2016


Hey, guys! I’m really excited about today's post! I'm going to introduce you to a fantastic studying resource I myself got introduced to a few weeks ago, and that is Lecturio

I received an e-mail from their team asking me to take a look at their webpage and see if it was of any help for me and my fantastic readership. Well, it hasn't disappointed me, certainly. Actually, I was rather surprised. 

Since they offered me a full subscription in order to have access to all their content for my review, what I'm going to state here is my own opinion, truly and only

I explored the website for a time and was really glad to discover that they also had an iPad and iPhone app. Don't fret, they're available for android users, too! The best thing about this is that your progress gets saved on all your devices, and you can keep working on your courses while commuting, for example, which is something I spend nearly an hour on every weekday, and it is really important for me to make the most of this time that can be so easily wasted. 

Since I'm studying anesthesiology this term, I decided to give a look at the anesthesiology course available in Lecturio, and it was brilliant! It helped me revise my knowledge in a more interactive way, and since I'm not an English speaker (at least, not by my birthplace, but certainly I am one at heart) it is also a good way of making all of that knowledge stick in my brain in a more assured, imaginative way. Whenever I study the same thing in different ways, I always learn it better, since it helps with my understanding of said thing, so kudos to you for that, Lecturio. 


I must admit I was really impressed with this online resource because I had been looking for something similar to this for a long time, without success. No online course caught my interest and so I never got past signing up and forgetting about it as soon as I had received my subscription confirmation e-mail. But Lecturio was different. It has an easy, intuitive interface and an appealing minimalistic look (kudos for that, too, you're doing it super duper right). 

Now, let's see what Lecturio has to offer: 



This view above is what you see once you enter the "all courses" option. You can see that on the left we have a column that divides the courses according to the year or health degree you're studying. You can choose to view all of the courses available, or instead, you can go for the MCAT/Pre-Med if that is what you're studying for right now. Basic and Clinical medical science are another option, as are courses for the USMLE Step 1 exams, or  nursing. You can see that there's also a MCAT Question bank, which can be super helpful for those of you who are fretting over the MCATs. Since I'm not English based and study in Spain, this question bank can only function as a way of testing my knowledge, which is no small task, and I don't really care about this MCAT/USMLE distribution, but I think it will be useful for my English readers!

As I said before, I went for the anesthesiology course, since I'm studying that this term (among five other subjects that are driving me up the wall, but that's a story for another time). I found this course to be straight-forward, brilliantly structured and incredibly easily explained. Once you have a certain background on the subject, which you will probably have since this web page is directed to medical students, following all the explanations is really easy. The videos are short, not more than 15 minutes long, and this is the perfect time to grasp the main facts of each section. You can watch a couple of videos while you're on the bus, and it won't take you a long time to finish the course. Once you're finished with each section, you can check your knowledge and understanding of the material with a test. Quite useful, that. Great way of revising, too.  



Each course is organized into different chapters and sections, so you can easily follow your own progress. Beside each video, you have a box like the one you see on the right on top of this paragraph, where you can take notes on the most important things said during the lecture, and download the slides that are used in the presentation. This way, you can access your material anytime. 


If you have any question you don't have to worry. You can just pop it in the box you see on top of this line, which in your lecture will be right at the bottom, and the professor explaining the lesson will get to you and try to answer your question as best and fast as possible. You're not alone in this, mate. 

Lecturio is constantly adding new material to their web page, which is turning it into a great, useful and trustworthy resource for medical students (I can't wait for the psychology & Sociology course to start, honestly). Implementing e-learning into our academic process is inevitable, what with living in the era of technology and all that, and I've never really liked that fact, being a paper and pen kind of girl (let's be frank, I would take my notes in a piece of parchment with a quill at the most Harry Potter-y style if I knew I could get away with it, but technology is always tampering the most Romantic desires of my heart) but Lecurio has managed to do it in an easy and likeable way, so it's not as draining as other online resources. At least, that's what I think. 

And the best thing is: you can learn at your own pace. If you already know the material and just want to make a quick revision, you can just speed up your video and review everything in a heartbeat! You can watch a video each day, or all of them in a row. It all depends on you, and that's the way in which studying is less draining and stressing for me. 

It is interactive, practical and straight to the point. You won't need to skip a single second of lessons, there's no useless material being taught as it happens with two-hours long sleep-inducing lectures. 


Lecturio also offers free access to their resourceful online magazine, which is full of interesting articles accompanied by self-explanatory images. Keeping up in the medical field is essential, and there's no better way of doing that than reading as many medical journals as you can. Lecturio offers you that possibility. 

If you're a pre-med student, then you will love the biology, chemistry and physics articles. I know I would have loved to have access to a mine gold like this one, my chemistry professor was awful. If you're already a medical student, resources such as anatomy, biochemistry, physiology of immunology, along much more material, are available for you. Once you're on your clinical placement, articles on most specialties are available too. 

You will also receive updates, reminders, and interesting articles right into your e-mail inbox, but they're not too frequent, so it doesn't get annoying as it happens with other web pages spamming emails. They will inform you about your progress and encourage you to keep working hard. 

The only bad thing about Lecturio: you have to pay for full access, but then again this is a business, so as soon as I'm a resident and get paid for my work, I know I will subscribe to have full access to their material. Learning never ends in the medical field, and if you can go through it with companions such as Lecturio, the path gets a little less bumpy. However, Lecturio pricing policies are quite appropriate for all the resources they give you, so you will get great value for your money. As I said, I can't keep paying for full access, since my financial situation is not at its best, but as soon as I start my residency, Lecturio will have one more faithful subscriber. I will have to do with the free access material for the time being! 

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What about you, guys? Will you think about subscribing to Lecturio? 
If you do so, please let me and the Lecturio team know what you thought about it!


Book Review: 'Cinder' my Marissa Meyer

Tuesday, April 12, 2016


Humans and androids crowd the raucous streets of New Beijing. A deadly plague ravages the population. From space, a ruthless lunar people watch, waiting to make their move. No one knows that Earth’s fate hinges on one girl.

Cinder, a gifted mechanic, is a cyborg. She’s a second-class citizen with a mysterious past, reviled by her stepmother and blamed for her stepsister’s illness. But when her life becomes intertwined with the handsome Prince Kai’s, she suddenly finds herself at the center of an intergalactic struggle, and a forbidden attraction. Caught between duty and freedom, loyalty and betrayal, she must uncover secrets about her past in order to protect her world’s future.



Ninvella very kindly recommended this series to me (well, more like she kept pestering me until I finally started reading it ) and I must say, I've never been happier for listening to her.

I've always loved fairytales, and I've rewritten some of them myself (ahem, just read it , guys, I swear I did my best!), but to combine fairytales, science fiction, and rebellion, is something I never knew I wanted. Or more, like, needed. Really. This book is amazing.

I talked about Creative Plagiarism and the concept of Lively Turning a while ago, and this is one of those books that can be seen as an example of this literary way of facing creative writing. It takes the main objects of the classic tale Cinderella and uses them to create a completely different story. And it works. My God, does it work.

Its strongest point are its characters, since I could see the major plot points coming, so no great or unexpected plot twists there. However, you find yourself wondering how the characters, Iko, Kaito and Cinder are going to react, and you don't want to stop reading until you find out .

This book has also brought back to me the joy of reading. I've been in a great reading slump for a very long time now, and I've finished this book in less than a week (not that impressive, but when I've spent months to finish a novel that wasn't even than thick, it feels refreshing not wanting to put down the book you're reading).

The storyline is a witty twist on the classic Cinderella tale, and it has all the well-known elements: a disregarded orphan child (who happens to be both cyborg and a mechanic, how amazing is that!?), a bossy and annoying stepmother, two stepsisters, and a cute android (Iko) that I like to think fills the role of both the protecting fairy godmother and the cute little mice from the Disney adaptation (she's certainly as cute as the little mice). And Kaito. Oh. My. God. Kaito. Who is so sweet and good and worries so much about everything. He's so adorable. I can't even.

You'll feel the characters taking up a big place in your heart without you even wanting to. It just happens. You start reading and suddenly you find yourself thinking all day long about how Cinder and Kaito are going to overcome so many problems. Because even though the book doesn't have major plot twists that leave you staring out the window wondering how you couldn't see it coming, you certainly want to know how all of those obstacles (and believe me, there are many of those) are going to be solved by the sweet, strong and individual characters running rampant between the pages of the book.

Marissa's style is fresh, simple yet canny, and gripping. The dialogs feel natural, and the story flows continuously, so there's no room for boredom. This book is an easy read that will make you forget all the problems clouding your mind, and once you put down the book, you find that erasing the stupid smile that has taken over your lips is impossible. This book feels warm. If that makes any sense to you, guys. It certainly does for me. It was like embracing an old friend after a long time of not seeing each other. Comforting, invigorating, relaxing yet exciting.

I don't know what it is about this saga that makes me feel this way, but the truth is that I'm already halfway through Scarlet, the second installment of The Lunar Chronicles, and I can't put it down, so another review will be coming soon!

5 stars out of 5 

☆☆☆☆☆



And you? Have you read this book? 
 What did you think about it? 



P.S: it seems like I always give 5 stars to all the books I read because of the reviews I've posted here, but maybe that is because I'm a really selective reader? 



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The University Series #1: Is University the place for me?

Saturday, February 13, 2016

Many a time I have asked myself: is university the place for me? 

I know it may seem a silly question, coming from someone who claims to love academia with all their heart, but when you start to struggle with the thing you thought you'd love, you start questioning all your decisions. I even thought about dropping out in my first year. 

Thanks to these first years of struggle I've learnt quite a few things about university and what it asks of a student: 

  • University is hard. It is, no matter what anyone say. However, this doesn't mean you can't graduate from university unless you're some kind of genius. In fact, lots of people who are not geniuses graduate from university every year. University is not so much about being brilliant, as it is about being hard working, consistent, and liking what you do, at least to some extent. 
  • That last point brings us to the next one: some people say that you need to study for whatever it is you're passionate about, but I don't think that's true. I study medicine, a degree in which you always hear "I've wanted to be a doctor since I was 3", but that's not my case. Here are my reasons for wanting to become a doctor: 
    • I've always liked biology, I've always liked human beings, and medicine is a degree that combines both. 
    • I've always liked science, but I hate maths, and medicine is a branch that doesn't ask for a wide knowledge in mathematics. 
    • Medicine offers stability. I live in Spain, a country in which the working situation is dire to say the least. When you finish your medical degree in Spain, you're supposed to take an exam in order to get a residency in a hospital of your choosing. Once you get your placement, you get paid for 3-5 years to work for the public health system, and at the end of those years, you become a certified specialist. 
    • Everyone needs doctors. That means that after my placement years finish, I'll most probably find a work in any country I go to. The security this profession offers when it comes to getting a job was a big reason for me to choose it. 
    • If you're independent, you can live the life you want, however you want. And who doesn't like that?
  • That is to say: my reasons for studying medicine weren't emotional ones, and you shouldn't worry if your reasons for studying a certain degree aren't emotional, either. What I feel passionate about, is literature. Art, cinema. Writing. That's what gets me all excited and turns me into a fangirling mess. I still love medicine, I still love what I study, but it's not my passion
  • If you're lucky enough to work in that which you love, then I have nothing to say except congratulations! However, not everyone is that lucky, and "finding your passion" is advice that can awake a bit of anxiety in lots of people. This video by Thomas Frank from College Info Geek talks more thoroughly about this topic. 
  • University is for everyone. Which means that anyone can come to university and succeed. It doesn't mean, however, that everyone who wants to be something in life needs to come to university. If you want to be a doctor, a lawyer, an engineer, a biologist, a film specialist, a teacher... you will most probably need to achieve that through university. However, you don't need university to become an entrepreneur, a cook, a hairdresser, a personal trainer, a make up artist, a dancer, an actor... There are other ways of becoming something in life, and not all of those require a university degree. 
  • All options are equally valid. Did you want to study in university, but then when you were at it, realized it wasn't for you? Cool. Did you want to start working because you were tired of studying after high-school, but know want to go into university years after that? Super cool. Did you want to study at university and achieved it? Did you want to work without being a graduate and still feel pretty content with your decision? Super duper cool. See? As long as you're happy with the decisions you've made, it's ok. 
  • You don't need to have everything figured out by the time you're 18-20. You can question yourself, you can regret your decisions, you can change your mind half along the way. There's not a wrong way of walking the path to that point in your life in which you'll feel at peace with your situation. Lots of uni student switch grades because they realize they didn't like whatever it was they were doing. Lots of uni students drop out. It doesn't matter, it shouldn't matter to anyone but themselves. Your life, is yours, and you are the only one who can choose which is the best for you. 
  • Be curious. If you're interested in a certain degree, ask people who are taking it how it is. Go to Open Days and go visit the universities you're interested in, talk to professionals that sought the same path and ask them how it was. The more information you get, the easier it will be making a decision. 
  • Don't be afraid. If you change your mind along the way, it's ok. Lots of people do it, and as long as you think you're walking towards the place you want to be in, it doesn't matter how long it takes, the only thing that matters is that you get there
  • You are the only one who can decide if a higher education is what you truly want. However, you have to keep in mind that just as anything else in life, you won't like everything you learn at university. You will have to deal with mean professors and classmates, with boring lectures and stupid practices, but then you will also meet some of the best people you ever come across, and you will work with some of the most intelligent and gentle educators you will ever have the pleasure to listen to. It's a balance, just as anything else in life. 
Well, I hope this insight into my mental process for choosing university and the things I've come to know along the three years I've been studying there has helped any of you to calm a bit of that anxiety that comes with big decision-making. If you have any other inquiries or want to know more, drop me an e-mail here or comment below! 












Secret spells

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

There is some kind of secret spell to the touch of your hand. Every time that bunch of flesh and bones and roaring hot blood lingers on the surface of my skin ir feels as if you were squeezing my soul. It’s obscene, even, the way I shiver when you touch me. 


The ghost of that sudden and soft chin-grabbing you did when our friendship was still blossoming haunts me every night. I remember every fleeting bump of our hand as we walk side by side, so close that I can feel my skin getting hotter by the warmth of yours. 
But I don’t remember your hands splaying on my back as we embrace. I don’t know about the nimble dance of your fingers through my wild curls. I can’t remember how your long fingers crush in the tender flesh of my quivering thighs or the feathery touch of your fingertips as they trace the outlines of my lips. I don’t know how your fingers feel stuck between my own. I don’t know the patterns on the palms of your hands. I don’t know. I don’t know. I don’t know.


photo credit: "The Clay and the Potter" By Aitor Frias & Cecilia Jimenez

Grey Skies

Saturday, January 09, 2016

It feels nice, waking up to a tender noise silencing the world, shoving the ruse of your dreams to the back of your cottony mind; opening your eyes to a dull tap tap tap on the railing of your terrace. 

It's like a gentle respite, as if nature was saying to you, "lay still, don't move a single muscle, close your eyes and listen to the drops I pour down for you, I'm cleansing this space you've been put in". And that's exactly what I do. I lay still, curled up like a baby within the folds of my sleep-smelling bedsheets, and meanwhile the noise of the rain shuts up the madness that is constantly trying to tear me away from myself. I only slip out of my bed for a second, to open my windows as wide as they'll go, and I go back in, letting the cool wind wash over my tender flesh, warmed by the strong hold of Morpheus' arms. 

I love mornings like this. When I wake up at 6 am, a too godforsaken hour for anyone in their right mind to be awake yet, and the only thing I can hear is the dull dub dub dub of my heart beating against the cage of bones that holds my breath in place, and the dull dip dip dip of the rain outside my linen nest. 

But they're not dull sounds, are they? 

No, they're definitely not. They remind me that things are strangely complicated and so, so easy at the same time. That the dub dub dub I hear within my usually constricted chest is just my blood being pumped from my heart, but it's not just that. It's life flowing from that thick arrange of muscles with no sensitivity whatsoever, feeding the bundle of muscles and nerves and blood vessels that makes me up and feels everything way too deeply. It's not just the sound of water falling down from the clouds that make the skies over my head grey and gloomy, it's the world saying: "Hush. Breath. Just listen to this silence. To the lack of madness on the pavements. There's no rushing now, no need to run. Listen. Breath. Breath and breath again". 

I want to treasure moments like this, when I can bring this whirlwind that is my life to a halt, and just be. It's just me, and the rain, and the silence that, for once, lets me listen to myself. The dub dub dub of my heart fills my ears and there's nothing that can go wrong in these moments. 

I just lay still, I let Morpheus dance his gentle hands over my tired body, just like a lover would, and the grey skies give me space to breath, and breath, and breath again.